It has been a week or so since my last entry. Life with Frank and myself is completely over. No chance of anything. Having a friend over on the weekend, confirmed that Frank has lied numerous times and I have no space in my life for liars. Rob(the ex) was a big liar and I had to delete him from my life and I did, same goes for Frank. Sad thing is I did fall in love and haven't fallen in love like that since I feel for Rob, 17 years back. It was a nice feeling while it lasted and looked like something was developing. But confirmation of deep lies has changed that. I can still see his sweet smile and our first meeting is burned in my brain, but think of lies, I cant continue.
My "international" friend started emailing Frank and he(my friend shared some, not all but some info with me) -
Frank told him that I did not disclose information about my situation with my ex, which is a complete lie. He said that I told of the exes cheating and our sex life situation AFTER the STD scare, lie,
He admitted to getting oral sex 12hrs before seeing me one day last August, when he had told me different. We got together 12 hours later and about 24 hours later is when he came to me showing me his "abrasion", telling my friend, that I was a suspect if it was an STD? That there were a few people he had to tell, apart from the gf who else? Other guys he was getting off with?
That I trashed his apt...I threw one glass of wine against the wall when he accused me of things that were not true as I have always been honest and upfront. There was more, but these are enough to let me know that I am worth so much more, so much better than John Frank Bentley! I will cherish some of the times, but hearing what I have heard from my friend, allot is just history and not as fun as it was when I lived it. The chapter is closed with no hope of a new start. He tells my friend that I have not picked up my things, so I have something to "hold on to", not true. Regardless of what possessions of mine he has, no matter what sentimental value they have to me, I don't want it back and it can be trashed, and this I mean. He has misunderstood so much of what I meant to say, or what I wrote that I cant be bothered to explain any further. He has his mind set and so do I. Frank lied and that is it! Done!
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