Last night after work I went for a bite to eat with a co worker. Headed out for a smoke I checked my email and found one from who? Yea, Frank. He was going on on how I show how sorry I am etc. Claiming I put ads on CL again, and so on. I told him that he had shown me all these emails from his CL whores and to call on one of them as I have no idea what he was on about. He went on to send me CL ad numbers, therefor confirming that he trolls CL, constantly and called him trash, as that he is, its unfortunate that I wasted my time and it took this long to realize. He said that he didn't throw out my scarf and shirt, once again another lie. I told him I still had his hoodie and that he could come pick it up. He said he would throw my stuff on some chair on his porch, but warned that things get stolen all the time, at that point I told him to just get rid of it and id do the same with the hoodie. At one point I sent a photo in error, meant for my friend Dean and accidentally sent it to Frank - then sent one with just "oops" in the subject line. He said something along the lines of "who was that" and I told him it was me and I got back. "too bad nice guy", I told him I still am, always was and always will be. He admitted nothing in regards to lying to me, he doesn't acknowledge anything about that but knows it is true and has no answer.
He went on about grabbing the rum, smokes and cigars I brought him from Cuba, I told him that they are his and he can do what he pleases. One email said that I didn't know him at all, and I shot back that he knows shit about me as well, that up until December past, he didn't even know my last name. Ive shown an ugly side to Frank and he doesn't understand, does not see and will never admit to being mean to me, an ugly side to him I too have seen. My friend who I went out to dinner with last night said to me, that, he threw me under the bus, by lying to police as well as Air Canada, therefor a friend he isn't and this I now realize. I was there almost everyday at one point cuz I care and like(d) this guy. Little did I know I meant nothing to him. When he needed to be orally serviced it was all good for him, he was selfish that way and again, this I now know. He once mentioned to me that he never approached me for sexual activity etc. I was so insulted at that and luckily have video of him, dancing around his apt, singing and gazing at me, then coming up to kiss me 3 and 4 times in a row. You hear nothing of me asking for a kiss or anything as I was watching him dance around and having a laugh at it, then HE comes up to me to kiss me. He was obviously drunk and has no recollection, but don't ever say that I was the only one to make advances, another flat out lie. I am sad it has ended as it has and have no desire to meet anyone for a long time. Frank knew I didn't want a fuck buddy, I don't do that. I am a good catholic boy, contrary to popular belief of Franks end, but I am. He doesn't get the head games he played with me. I will always admit Frank was very supportive of me. His lies on the other hand were not what I wanted. He used to email me wanting to come over constantly in the summer/fall last year. Wanting to go camping with me, to make me dinner, to wake up next to me...I have his emails confirming that. Since my ex, I have never opened my door to someone like I did with him and have now learned to never do it again. He claims he has no one over his place, that he has never "dressed up" in front of anyone, yet emails prove otherwise, and this is when I got confirmation that he was hooking up with other guys, if only for a blow job. When we had a conversation weeks before, that I cant go on if he meets others and I wanted to know, for my own protection, and he said he would, yet he lied. He treated me so well in the beginning, treating me like a special guy, like I was the "one" guy we spoke of. Not one guy like a boyfriend, but that "special" friend, I was OK with that. He tends to forget that he told me that he doesn't meet all kinds of guys and would like that "one" guy and was happy I found someone who wanted the same, he lied and manipulated me I think by sitting around my apt in a jock strap, grabbing my hand in my bed and sliding it down to his crotch as he woke up in the morning.
Theres lots more I will tell in another entry as this one seems scattered, but will sum up this friendship if another entry....
As nice as he was to me, allot of it was, lies, lies, lies right til the end.
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