Summer Loving...Again?

Well a lazy Sunday for me today I think...Asked a friend over who I haven't seen in a while and has been a great means of support through my highs and lows, so we will see if she accepts my invite.
My fella came by late last night for a drink and to hang out and chat. I love being with him, waking up next to him. We met in an odd way, a way Ive never met people before, so I still trying to suss him out. I will say, that one thing about me, good or bad or otherwise...When I meet someone I'm interested in, I don't look for "new people". He mentioned a story yesterday how someone at the beach, was flirty with him as he was back. That sorta put a damper on my evening. I'm not sure if he clued in on that? I woke up this morning next to him which was nice, but that thought came back into my head and still remains. As we chatted this morning I was telling him how I'm not a typical queer. How I'm not slutty and typical. How I/anyone really, can get laid but that's not what I'm after. He said to me this morning that he loves my hands on him which is nice. He likes hugging me and hanging out with me. I have to always remember that at this age, people, including myself have a history. It is hard to hear sometimes, that's how I'm wired unfortunately. I want to tell him things but I worry. He told me about one encounter that never went well, but, he said how this guy asked that they go on a proper date....I want to ask him that. I will wait and see what he says to me later on today if he does and ill go from there. Id like to go to his place, be on his turf and see how that goes. My worry is now that I wont see him til probably late in the week. I know i will miss him and wonder, again, its how I'm wired. ...I need to busy myself as the week goes and see when we will meet up again. I like the conversations we have, I enjoy getting to know more of him. I am still very curious as to his "social" life. I know he has a female partner who has the key to his home, so if anything I would be sharing. Do I have issues with that....? I'm still not sure. I think knowing, if it was true, that he isn't meeting other guys, I think id be OK? Mentioning this guy in conversation, he told me how his ad kept reappearing and how he(my fella) thought it was weird as their encounter was contradictory to his ad. I mentioned today that since we met and have gotten along, I have not met anyone else. I think he believes that I'm not a typical queer. I told him how if I wanted to get laid, I can just walk out my door, but I'm not like that. I don't know what to think of this situation I'm in, what will happen, where it is headed. I think ill try the "date" question and go from there. Even if its an "in home" date, id like to give it a try. I told him I don't want to be seen or thought of, as his "buddy" - I don't want a buddy, I want to be with someone who enjoys me and is attracted to me in many ways. This weekend was awesome having been able to spend the evenings with him and am thrilled at that. I miss him when hes not around and I don't wanna be the one always emailing or asking him over. He has asked to come by so I think he wants to see me. I told him the other day how Id be willing to go to the islands with him as I mentioned in an earlier post -
Should I get emotionally involved, am I already? We spoke of investing time in people, trusting people. I shared my dramas of last summer and he was surprised at what had gone on by a similar encounter, and that I don't want to relive that. Not the legal part of it, but how one I found out that last summers fling was meeting other people, sleeping with other people, I put a stop to it. I'm hoping he knows I don't play games, and he doesn't seem the type. As much as I'm terrified of feeling something for my fella, I'm also enjoy my time with him and genuinely smile from ear to ear as I'm happy to be with him. Lets see what happens in the days ahead - Is this "summer loving" all over again?
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