Tuesday, November 8, 2011

I Await His Next Email...

So apparently Sunday Franks PC and phone both died? OK...
Didn't hear from him til Monday late afternoon - I told him how his name no longer brings up results from those CL ads I put up, thought he'd be happy at that but no acknowledgement of that, no thank you no nada...that's cool. I went to the pub after work, sent him an email asking if he wanted another back rub, then joked that no, he now owes me one. I said I could bring stuff over and that it wouldn't be a late night as I hadn't slept the night before. No response. I went on to call him, I figured when I got home, if he was up for company, Id shower and get going. We spoke for a minute, telling me he was catching up on emails etc. I said OK no worries, you let me know, he said, "Oh I will"...as if to say, oh yea don't worry about that and our conversation ended. I was a bit sad but why? Its only been 2 nights?? I guess I miss him, I was a bit sad but that's just my insecurity I think, but wish he would just email me out of the blue sometime. I'm not going to, I always say that, but I have to keep this word to myself. I know that he will miss me, he will want to see me. Like I said, Saturday I was coy and not letting on that I would come over, or invite myself. I waited for him to ask me over. It will have to happen again, him asking me over. I don't make plans for fear that I will miss an invite from him, but tomorrow I'm dining with Tim so I'm not free tomorrow, so if not tonight it wont be til Thursday, that will kill me but I think as long as I'm busy it doesn't bother me, I just worry if he is looking elsewhere?? That again is my insecurity. I thought the "niece" excuse was a lie until I was over and saw the sofa made up for company. So I should have more trust. I will await his next email....
x

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