We Will See...Again.

Yesterday I came home feeling as if I was coming down with a cold or something. I get home after 2 drinks at the pub, change and smoke a spliff. Yakking with Frank in email yesterday, we were talkin about our days etc, then about the sale of that via rail ticket(that never fell thru) - Talked about how I will get it as the transaction was to take place this morning. I offered to come early in the AM, he offered to out it on the porch, then he said, "not tonight?" - The obvious happened. I went on over and he was on the phone with someone, still dressed in his work clothes he left in. I hung around eventually the phone call ended. Another one came thru a bit later and he said it would be a "fun" call(I thought of the mistress automatically) - I cant tell and don't think it was her, regardless. We went on...We spoke of his missing friend and he sort of broke down. I was playing therapist. I asked what he was thinking, whats upsetting him. I was being supportive. At one point I gave him a bit of a rub down and then he me. Was so nice to feel him manipulating my back and shoulders. We drank a bit and talked. Eventually he asked if I ate and told him now. Asked if I was hungry, I told him I was OK. He insisted, a bite to eat and to the kitchen we go. He cooked up a rice dish with some veggies..was alright lol. Back to bed. I remember wrapping my arms around him. Then waking up holding him. At one point, again, holding his hand and feeling his squeeze back. I got up, made coffee and what not and got him up. Stumbling around and having coffee, we had a nice morning. He was off to his brothers after his work and spend the night there. I wont be seeing him today...and I can use the physical break lol, drinking I mean and late night munchies. I emailed him as to how the transaction, DIDN'T happen, so I'm a bit irritated. I was going to help him and myself. I gave him $50 on Sunday when I went over. He asked if I planted it, and responded with, it was something I wanted to give you - Anyway...I will see him at earliest tomorrow night. I'm OK knowing he is at his brothers...I hope I don't email him again - unless it is a response...
We will see...again -
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