Sunday morning in the city as I write. On Friday I emailed Frank asking how his day was and what I was doing with mine...I never heard back nor did I email again. I had the day off so my email was sent early in the day...Saturday I have a lazy day at home, and at around 6 or so he sent on a message about his day and what not. I emailed back and then asked what he was up to that evening...he wrote back that basically he was chilling, gonna have a bath and then "play with his clit" - that sparked a barrage of sexual emails back and forth. I went on to tell him how Id play with him. He wrote back saying that I invest other things into it, how he doesn't want me to be in love with him - that he want to be friend who fool around, how he has a gf and cant give me what I want but regardless he was feeling aroused that eve. I wrote back, "OK" with a smiley face to which I got a, "So?" - I said, "I'm sorry I'm in love with you but as for being intimate, Id love that, feelings aside and all." He told me he was running the bath and what not and then an invite was initiated. I felt like a loser in the cab and for the first half of my visit. It was quiet the first half hour or so, if not longer. At one point the phone rang and I know it was the gf, at point his voice was lower, almost inaudible. That brought on more uncomfortable silence, for me. I almost wished I wasn't there but went on to try and be silly and what not, just to get the flow of the evening going. He went into the kitchen at one point, get us some wine and clear up a bit. I helped. He went to wash a glass and a few things, and I stood behind him. He brushed up against me twice and I went for it. I felt his body through his robe, going for that cute ass. I lifted the robe, got down and licked him and tongues him for a few minutes, feeling all of him...Back to the living room - At one point I asked how his "clit" was. He opened his robe and looked down and then said, "Semi" we laughed and that sorta started a deeper conversation about us. He told me how we met, how we got on, how my initial intentions were side tracked when we crossed the line a few times and he enjoyed it. But he cant be my boyfriend, and is worried that I may fall deeper in love and he doesn't want that. I had to explain how I am in love with him. I told him I was really uncomfortable with the gf situation, but I understood that was another part of his life. He looked at me sweetly trying to understand what I was saying. I also said that I'm OK with her to a point, but, its other men I have the issue with. That if he was meeting other men, I don't think I could get intimate, he has to tell me. He said, "I haven't but for sure" - I don't know why that gave me little confidence in one on one. I got up at one point to massage his shoulders for a few minutes, trying to get touchy. I ran my hands down his chest at one point, feel him. I eventually sat down and we drank and chatted. I was sitting with legs in an opened positions, and I at one point said, "screw it" with a laugh, he said, "Id rather screw" and we laughed. He was looking between my legs as he said that kinda grabbing himself a bit. I told him I wanted to see his "clit", so he came over to the sofa...He would brush up against me, Id kiss, touch, lick his neck as he brought himself closer to me. At one point I laid him down, opened his robe and felt his body, all the way down. I began to pleasure him. I felt his thighs and opened them wide and devoured him. He would put his hands on my head and do me, was tremendously erotic. I was fully clothed and him, robe opened, but eventually I stripped down to my Calvin's and undershirt. I would look up at him in pure pleasure, at his face, at his member and whole body. I was on my knees as I played him and he had a leg between my legs rubbing me aggressively against my crotch, was very erotic. When we slowed down a bit, we sat up and had a drink and the evening mellowed out and eventually I saw him sorta dozing off...and said, "let go to bed" - but not before he went in the kitchen to whip up a pasta dish before bedtime. Off to bed we went. Woke this morning, early and went up against him. He didn't want my hand around him, there was some issue that I'm not sure of still, but will see next time. I so wanted to get off but didn't want to press on. We got up, I lay on the sofa, trying to see if it could happen, but when he returned later on, with jeans and shirt, it was a no. I said, "damned and I wanted to get off" and laughed, he said, "What?" with a giggle and I repeated myself again with a giggle, and said, "Ill wait til I get home" with a chuckle. Today is also the Vinyl Cafe shindig and no mention. When he was all dressed I cleaned myself up and asked what he was up to today. He told me he was meeting his niece at 9:30 at yorkdale and I said,"sounds nice a day with the niece" - He said she was a ROM girl and made mention of possibly going. We got up, shoes on and out the door we go. So I'm not sure. I saw the tickets on the dresser so they are "right there, cant miss" So we will see if he mentions that today. When I emailed Friday and didn't hear back, and didn't email, he initiated an email. I was sorta happy about that, that he wanted to say hi and what not. At one point during the evening in talking about my feelings for him. I said that one day I would have him meet one of my friends, and ask them if they know me to go to a "friends" place as often as I have been doing with him. That I enjoy hanging out with him, love his company. He says he likes me, I'm a great person and made hint that he even enjoys me on a physical level. It stands again that I have to be the only guy. I told him how he gets laid with the gf and all, and he sorta rolled his eyes, I went on how the extent of my sex life, is what me and him have been doing and I was cool with it. I don't want an ltr, and nor did I think Id fall in love. If he wants us to be "buddy's" then it has to be one on one. He said how when he answered my ad, he took was looking for "friends" and we went beyond that, again, he has enjoyed...I wont email him today as I'm gonna have a lazy one for sure. We will see if he initiates again? From what I heard, Monday he is busy, Tues may be an option.. This is what I heard him yakking on the phone. He asked the caller, "You have to be at work first thing Wednesday morning?" I'm busy, thankfully, tomorrow eve, and Tues eve, so distraction helps....
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