Another day with no word from Frank...no good evening, no response to my email from Sunday. I'm thinking, depending how things go over the next week or 2, that come the new year, it will be Frank free. Things have changed too much, maybe its just me. I know its the holiday season and people are busy, but it takes all of 2 minutes to see how things are. I'm not mentioning New Years anymore that's up to him. I will ask him what is up to for Christmas but that's it. I want to get into a talk about friends and what not and remind him, that Ive met no one and that the only person I have shared a bed with over the last 6 months is him. Feeling how I do about him and not hearing from him, when he knows how I feel is insulting. I saved all the photos he sent me, ready to use as ammo or revenge. I want to, if I end it and it becomes ugly, that I send the gf a letter/email with photos and such. Is that too bitchy? It just seems he got what he wanted and now I'm on the back burner. If I knew when we met it would be like this, after it went physical I would have ended it, as I tried back in August! I'm just sensitive now and going through a bunch of emotions. I just wish he thought of me as I do of him. I would be so flattered if someone said the things Ive said to him...I will tell him this and I'm sure he is, but its not heartfelt as mine...
I should have known...?
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