Mr Bentley...I Miss You...

I guess I wont see Frank until next week sometime. I got an email from his late last night, telling me he was working all week for a change, since his friend went AWOL. So good for him. He went to a show last night, with the mistress no doubt. He was in by11 or so, alone or so I'm not sure, don't care. I sent an email this morning telling him, that I was in bed, had had a horrible day and wanted it over. He told me his back is doing better and hes up for another massage tomorrow before his "Gingerbread" day with his family. My family, one of, my family Christmas get togethers is today so there's no way we are hanging out this weekend which makes me kinda blah. I haven't seen him since Monday so a week at the least will pass by before I see him again. We haven't gone a week since one of our bust ups. So this is a first in a while. About a half hour back or so I called him just to say hi, but got voice mail. I told him I was having phone troubles and was using him..lol. but at the same time, just saying hi and seeing how he was, but no response. Not sure if hes out, asleep, with her?? But it went no where. I'm going to carry on with my weekend as I have no choice but it will be without him. Maybe an email communication here or there, but nothing until he is at the least, home from the festivities, if he goes home. I didn't email him at all on Thursday, I made mention on Wednesday about Thursday but nada. Called on Thursday and again nada, so I leave it to him. I wonder if I was awake last night if he'd tell me to come over? I'm not sad or depressed, I was last night cuz I knew if it didn't happen last night, it wouldn't for at least another 2-3 days and that I hate. Regardless...I await to hear from him today, if I do....I hope you have a nice weekend Mr Bentley. I miss you -
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