Well..its Thursday and haven't seen Frank since Sunday -
Monday I had plans that got canceled which was fine, I let him know via email and we spoke about dinner on those vouchers and I mentioned hanging out soon and new years eve...
He said we would do dinner on Wednesday as I was busy Tuesday. I said that it worked fine and that we would figure out a venue and time. We settled for Wednesday at 6. For new years eve he said maybe we could go ice skating. I told him I don't have skates and we worked it out as he has 2 pairs and the right size. Having been drinking, I wrote..."why is it when you're in the mood it is OK, but apart from that I'm not important." Obviously he was confused. I sent him an email with some sexual insinuations and they went unread/unheard? That's where the comment was coming from. He replied with, "not sure why you aren't OK, but if you want to cancel plans, let me know" - I never responded. The next morning I acted as if I just was too high and confused, I wrote..."too high last night, passed out on the sofa. No canceling dinner." The went on about venue, time and location and that new years eve skating would work, so long as to not laugh when I fall and then cheap champagne at midnight, followed by an lol, to lighten the mood.
I forgot to ask about Friday in regards to putting up the TV on the wall. Telling it wasn't scheduled, but I have time I need to take off, or lose, so I can schedule the day off or what not.
He responded that he had between 10 and 12 free on Friday and then suggested, not taking the whole day off unless I had other things to do. I said I could take a half day and then about the restaurants location and ending with, how was your day. I didn't hear back, but had a work Christmas party to go to. I recall at one point calling him while out smoking. He had company, a friend, I asked as I heard sounds in the background, he said, "just a friend, with a bit of, "tude". I said OK and that I was off to the party again. I emailed when I got home and just asked if we were still on for the following evenings dinner? I then emailed him later on, way past midnight and asked if the time slot for Friday were still available. Then went on about the "buddies", we are. Why I don't know...I was drunk and high and shouldn't have and kicked myself in the morning. I saw I had called him as well, 3 times!!!1 - 4 minute conversations. I recall none of it. But moving on. The email went on to say, how the only thing I need form him, in regards to being "buddies", was that he promises to not meet or get on with other guys, while we are "buddies" - I'm hoping it doesn't come across crude or rude and "boyfriend-y" - I went on to say how I won 2 prizes at the party and that we can work out a time for the restaurant. I got a response later on saying he would have to to cancel dinner and apologised and that we would get to it soon. To not schedule any time off on Friday, as we would do it Saturday. I wrote, "OK another time, no worries," hoped all was OK and that Saturday worked. That was it, I haven't heard back yet. He had company on Tuesday, I want to say the gf, but he said, "friend" and she would have heard that, maybe last night it was the gf. I recall the call he got when I was over on Sunday and the arrangements were, for Tues/Wed...This entry, like the previous, may have an update as its early in the eve and anything can and has happened. I'm a bit concerned cuz of calls and emails I made. I know he drinks and doesn't remember sometimes, so that could, hopefully work in my favor and I can carry on like normal...who knows until he gets in touch....
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