Between Now And Sunday

Well in regards to my last post. I did email him, but in regards to the change in the results of google, from my emails etc. Just something I had to tell him, it wasn't, a "hi how are you?" email. Regardless, he thanked me for my efforts and then at one point I said I was going to get off line, I had had a shitty day and all that etc....he wrote back and said, "don't fade out" and spoke of some show. I told him I don't have TV, I do i all on line. I was sorta hinting, for an invite but that didn't happen. I asked him if he we wanted company and he said that I was welcome to come over. But I started to realise....Its me saying I want to see him, I say the nice things...I'm just like that in his company. He used to say he wanted to wake up next to me, naked, and now it seems I am the one saying these things. Friday went without a hitch, Saturday was a bit off cuz of the "past" reminders, yesterday seemed OK. He was up late at night and made a pasta dish for me and him. We sat on the sofa eating, was fun and cute to me. Sweet - Back to bed, I don't remember much honestly, I fell into his spot on the bed and he shoved me over, and i rolled...In the morning, I remember being next to him, asking him to put his head on my chest and he said, "oh honey" - but didn't come over. I lay next to him. Having coffee, looking at him, shit there is something so "catching" - The way he speaks, looks, acts - its all soooo nice to me. So how a man should be and that's what he is, a man. Sensible at that, understanding, for the most part. He wont be around for the next 5 days - evenings - No mention of the tickets for tonight's show - no email from him asking, reminding me or explaining anything...regardless, I don't care. I am somewhat concerned about the Vinyl Cafe tickets...no mention and its been a week?? Maybe when he gets home. For telling me that he was not around for the next 5 nights, I cant email him....as much as Id like to. I'm going to hope the Vinyl Cafe tickets arrive today or tomorrow, and I get an email. I have to hold strong, but I will miss him so. I know thoughts will cross my mind....I hope he thinks to email me between now and Sunday....?
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