Well the weekend ended on a good note -
Last night I was getting emails from Frank..Its weird that I think reverse psychology worked in this situation ha, is it possible? Anyways, I made comments about the other nights happenings, to remind him and to laugh with him. I was sending him YouTube links for videos I created and he told me he couldn't YouTube. I said that the next time, if I'm over, to remind me and ill have a look at it. He said, "If? I thought we were on the road to being good friends..?" - I wrote back, we are on that road, I just don't invite myself...and it went from there. Eventually an invite over. He answered the door in jeans and a shirt, very nice looking. We went up, I brought him wine and he kissed me hello a few times at the door, was sweet. It made me feel good. We talked and laughed, listened to music and then he changed again. I was cool with it and went with it. Again, the man is what I'm attracted to, so the clothes don't get in my way. He wanted to listen to a certain song and I found it on line for him. He played it over and over which was cool with me. He took a seat next to me on the sofa, and during the song he grabbed my hand, squeezed and held it so tightly, it was so nice. I love those moments. He would put his hand out for me to hold and I would. I was a sweet moment with and for me. Eventually to bed and a nice wake up, next to him again. He had to step out to grab smokes and coffee and he left me on the sofa, he trusts me? A few coffees and a few morning smokes and time was flying. He changed into his clothes and got ready to go as did I. I asked if he could drive me to work and he did, and I wasn't sure..kiss him or what? Ill wait to see what he does...He kissed me. It too was nice, on the streets lol. It made my short walk in to work, make me feel good. I sent him an email earlier from work in regards to a co workers contract drama and about his YouTube issue. When I got home I sent him an email with the song he kept playing last night and telling him how I retold a funny incident from last night and ended it with that, pretty much. He will probably get back to me soon. Not sure if he will ask me over or offer to come here? Or if its a "night off"? I'm going out with another friend tomorrow so I definitely wont be seeing him tomorrow. I was thinking of suggesting coffee in the morning. We are both up so why not. We will see. I'm happy he wants to go down that road again...friendship and go from there. Its a bit more really if anyone were to look at it, but I will take it as it happens. I asked him to go all the way soon, or rather that I wanted to, not sure if that's scary to him, it is for me but Id go with him. I'm into him in many ways, for some reason and try to accommodate and be open minded with everything. Again, I'm going for it and going to take it one step at a time, one day at a time. Don't think of him with other guys, he doesn't or seem to be like that. His stories seem that way and his "experiences" tell the same, so hopefully that's true. I don't think we would do "things" if there were others. I have to see what it flourishes into and I guess be happy that he has let me back in, so I should just chill and enjoy??
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