You know, it is early in my day still. I haven't heard from Frank today, and didn't the rest of yesterday. I emailed asking how his day went and what he was wearing, in regards to Friday nights conversation. No response. Then this morning I emailed asking if he partook in "Nuit Blanche" last night and how I wish I had woken up the way we did yesterday morning. Nothing. I left my shorts there on purpose yesterday, hoping at some point he would let me know I left them there, or this morning while having his coffee he would have noticed. But I await I guess. I'm not sure what he is thinking. I went through some emails just out of boredom earlier, and he wrote, weeks back how we cant drink together, and we did that both Tuesday past and the other night, and it went OK. No flip out, just fun, and Friday was fun. He mentioned how the furthest we could go, would me spanking his bottom, but it went much further than that, so that's 2 things he couldn't keep to. I don't want to keep to his rules of no drinking together etc. We had such a fun time and Ill remind him of that. Still I don't understand not even a response or a hello email from him. That has changed. I don't remember feeling this way before we had out little falling out, when things changed. I'm sure I will hear from him at some point today. This evening sometime, and that's all good. I'm just hoping things change again between us. Ive been the "first" on a few occasions so surely I must be somewhat interesting to him to be able to do all that? Am I being naive again? Only time will tell, but good thoughts and good energy?
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