Ready To Stop..I Hope..

So I tried that reverse psychology thing again, didn't work. I put an ad on CL, a CD looking to show off, I got a response, from...Frank, along with 2 pix. I was a bit baffled but thought he would. I made some comment about being on CL so quickly, he said, I had had an ad through out our time together. I told him it was only in down time between him and I, and how I only ever got freaks. How I hadn't met anyone since our initial meet up. I know he had/has. I then wrote an email telling him how my "demon" is vino, or too much booze. He wrote me thanking me for an explanation, that in writing it meant a bit more sense, or shed more light on the "problem". I wrote another massive blurb about him....and nothing. I just sent one email, entitles, "One more" and pretty much kissed his ass, honestly though, all I said was true, whether I could put up with certain things, remains to be seen, but I promised to try. I'm sure to get a "no", friends. I said, slowly, that I want to keep in check with my "issues", that I wanted to hang out with him, responsibly and so much more. It killed me to write that, all that, and more than likely, being how I think he is, would say no. So I'm ready for that. I will respond with an, "OK" and leave it at that. If he emails me then I will respond. When the tickets come, I will forward then to him,. He can chose to email me and let me know and then maybe, later on, if he remembers, email me to ask me. A show we listened to together. Its like things we shared as he couldn't with anyone else? This is what I mean, I did a few things he couldn't share with others. I told him the night before all the drama, that I was flattered he could share that with me. I wouldn't if I was an ass or something to be afraid of?? He will still say no...Ill let you know and am ready to stop! I hope...
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