Well, eventually Frank got back to my emails....I have little patience it seems.
I sent him one about a movie I was watching, something silly that reminded me of him and a conversation was started. He was telling me how he was partaking in his new fetish and sent on a photo, then I told him Id rather see it in person. He went on to say I could smack his bum but that would be the extent of it. I sorta backed off. Eventually he invited me for "a show". I was intrigued and went. It was him in his fetish wear which was OK with me. It was different, but it was still him I was with. It was erotic and many ways. I asked if he was uncomfortable in his "wear" in front of me and he said, not really, but that he felt stupid.I asked why? He just said, "I just do". I tried to make him feel comfortable and relaxed. Many times he said he would go change into his regular clothes, to which I encouraged him to do as he pleased, whatever was most comfortable with. He told me a while back that he doesn't invite people over, so it was nice when I kept getting invited. Last night he told me that I was the first person he ever showed off in front of and as silly/dumb as that may sound, I'm glad he was comfortable enough to do it for me, and I felt kinda "special", being the first one to share that with him. It went on to get more erotic, for a while and then to bed. Sleeping naked again with him was nice. At first we took to our own spot in bed, but by morning that had changed. Sliding my hand up and down his body is so sensual to me, feeling his body, his whole body. Kissing his chest, the back of his neck, heavenly. We had a very romantic morning in bed to say the least. We went to have coffee afterwards, him in his robe and me hidden behind a large pillow. We were telling stories and laughing. He was sitting next to me on the sofa and a few times, I leaned over to put my arms around him, or lay my head again his chest or shoulders. I would say things like, I love holding you, I love spending time with you. He never responded but nodded a time or two. I thought to keep my mouth shut but when I'm in that zone I forget and yak. I told him he would have to come see Stoli soon, and he mentioned putting my TV on the wall, so he didn't forget that, and could possible be over one day soon on my territory - He eventually got dressed and he looked so hot. Jeans, tshirt and cap, he looks too cute in that cap. I asked if he could drive me home and he said he could do that - I asked to drop me on the corner so I could grab a few things. I wasn't sure to kiss him or not, but I did and he kissed back, and off I went. It was such a nice night and I'm thrilled today. Will he email me later? Will we get together again today or tomorrow? Sometime this weekend? I don't want to think I was a trick of the night kinda thing. I wonder if to him I was/am a "friend with benefit"? I know I at one point suggested that, just to be with him physically again, so could this have been his jump on that? I still believe he hasn't met anyone else? I could be wrong. I doubt we would do the things we did if had, considering the std crap went through. I at this point, need once again to step back and see what he says next. I wont even send me usual, "thank you" email - just to see if and when he contacts me. I loved the night with him, lets hope something more comes of it?
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