OK so I'm in, "bummed out" mood. That could change with a "publish post" of a minute. As far as I was told. Frank was going to Montreal for a "farming" wknd...He told me he would probably come home, Monday night or so. Now I have to remember he is self employed and makes his own hours where each job is concerned. On Friday I emailed him saying I missed him already, blah blah....Also on the wknd I heard the "Vinyl Cafe" was doing a show here in Toronto, so I bought him tickets. I never meant or mean for him to think he has to go with me. It is a gift, something I hope he would like and can with whomever. Regardless, that he doesn't know of yet. Anyway, I sent him an email last night saying basically, that Im going to bed early(typos all kinds) and that I hope he got home OK etc and that he can tell me all about Montreal and his wknd, tonight, if possible. All day, nothing. Did he not come home? I think of the best case scenarios with things I like....traffic would be to heavy on Monday, stay overnight and go Tuesday...so at some point today he should email me. Nothin at all. Not yesterday, not today so I am a bit worried, concerned. I have a feeling he was back yesterday....but no, I got in late email or anything so maybe he didn't pull in? I'm confused. I told him I missed him and that I like Frank, for Frank and hoped he liked, "Franco for Franco" - no response. I sit her, trying to occupy my time but at the same time, wonder why I haven't heard from him. Why ask if I like you for more than 2 physical aspects? Do you like me and hope its not just a physical thing with you? I"m confused right now...I want to hear back and see what he says, tells me? I'm confused and hate this part of me....There has to be a good reason....or am I that much of an idiot??
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