Fuck!! I sent him a video clip, my fave video clip that I keep watching, only cuz he is in it, you see him for all of 3 seconds, he wrote back, "nice clip" - I went on to say, ya it is, u up for company later? i had a crappy day and could use some laughs, that I could bring wine since I helped polish off the last box, and pot to help practice his spliff rolling" - no response over 90 minutes ago. I know its still early, by Friday night standards, but I know he replies within 20 minutes or so. So nothing over 90 minutes later. I wrote him a few minutes back saying, maybe the last message made no sense, that I hate corrective text....that I wondered if he wanted company, but if he is busy, another time and wished him a good night. That was maybe 10 minutes ago. I was hoping to hear from him, yes or no while at the pub - nada. He isn't into the back and forth with email, but he responded to the clip, not the email questions. I'm so upset but he could call later on, when he has had a few drinks....? I so hate this situation, I really do. I wait for him, hope for him. Why don't I just give up and let him call on me? He said feeling my hands in his pants was hot to him. Maybe its something he misses, if I disappear for a while, will he miss me? Could I be the one guy he gets on with? I don't know so this is why I try to be/stay in touch, on a frequent basis, but it doesn't work to my benefit? So why? I'm trying to meet new people, stay busy to not think of him, but its almost next to impossible. Then I think, the nice things I said to him, like, I missed him, when I was over the other night, and nothing from him, makes me wonder. He gave me a great hug on the way out on Wednesday morning, and I kissed him on the neck, as I had no other choice, nothing from him. Verbally or physically. So I'm not sure. The night, weekend is still young, he could text/email me later, it could happen, or it will all fall on deaf ears, and no response. To which I have to remain to my previous words?? No emails!! Let see what happens!!!
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