Monday, September 19, 2011

Anything Else, Is Up To Him!

I'm telling you something is up and I am done with the last "fella". Things are odd. I told him I had these two tickets for a get away, if we could go as friends, nothing romantic insinuated, a fun guys weekend. If we didn't do anything, he could always use them himself, I have no use for them. Then I went onto to ask if we could get together for drinks, if one of us got looped, we both have couches to crash on. I got back, no weekend get away, no drinking or hanging out ..saying I miss hanging out. He wrote back, that he thought I was off the wagon, no getting looped, we could get together, but not for drinks? Hmm. He said of course I would miss it, he does too. He has been reconnecting with other social networks, having spent the bulk of his time recently with me. That he wasn't into mindless videos(family guy, to which he loved a few weeks back, killing himself laughing?). That what he does with his nights, is no longer a question I can ask, nor would he ask me? I don't know where that came from. I wrote back and said that, in respect to the "drinking" part of the last email, that as a host, I would provide drink. That I have, honestly no booze in the house. That my asking about his nights, was just a means of making conversations since we haven't had a decent one in a week or so. It wasn't a means to pry as he may think. Then he sent on another CD pic. I thought, I'm tired or that shit. Its not what interests me, I went on to write, "please stop with the pics. I like my men more masculine" He wrote back, "OK, no more pics, and no more drinking together. Anyway, gotta go, later guy.", I wrote, OK, later.
So now he wants to put all these limitations on our friendship? Something is weird. People keep saying, though my words were harsh, it cant possibly be that, that has pushed him away from me. He doesn't say anything nice apart from, "I miss is to", when I mention certain things. I'm the one who continues any form of contact, when I constantly say, I wont, but I do! He has ulterior motives behind this distance, but I'm donn trying. I did things with him Ive never done, and it want worth it. He can call on me. All his emails are removed from my in box. Will he get drunk then email me?? I certainly hope so, if only to prove MY point. But I don't have that luck. He doesn't think of me anymore. Why should I.
Anything else, is up to him!
x

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