It's All Best This Way...

So this chapter of my fella is over, he is now just my friend. The question is, do I want that? In on email exchange he said, he is fine and he wishes I were to - and that "bed, touch" is a thing of the past. I said it wasn't what I wanted for him and I and that I will get over it, he said, yes you will and I bid him a good night. I plan on no more communication with him, for a few reasons. Firstly, Weeks ago, for fear that I was falling in love with him, I asked that we remained platonic, from then on. For whatever reason, that wasn't good for him. My telling him that I was doing this to protect myself, wasn't good enough and that didn't happen. Now that he is saying no more physical activity, it is now law. I sent him money, which he must have rec'd, although it could happen tomorrow but would imagine he has it already, he mentioned nothing. I know that in my note attached with the money I say I don't want to hear about it, but to just take the money, being the type of person he is, isn't likely. Should his test results come back positive, I will let him know that "whoring and scoring" with multiple people and genders will get you in trouble and that before you bed someone, you should let them know, and that he was irresponsible. I'm hoping mine come back negative and that I just got grazed by the bullet. He has made no attempt at initiating an email exchange, it has always been a response to one of mine and this will come to an end. "Always being horny" as he told me, leads me to believe he will soon be, if he hasn't already, scouring craigslist for more people to meet, so it will happen again. I am sad only because he was different, I knew it wouldn't go far cuz of the girlfriend situation. The STD scenario was pretty much the beginning of the end and this Ive told him. His lack of responsibility when it comes to sexual activity, will lead to many one offs as that's how his lifestyle rolls. I sorta wish him well, I'm sorta glad I met him, I'm miserable at losing him as a partner but in the end its all best this way -
his trust is not that, no trust with jwbenltey !
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