Wait and Hope..

Wow - Last night my fella came by. We were supposed to to dinner and I think he forgot, so of course just as I start to make myself a bite to eat, I get an email. Regardless, I carry on making dinner. He asked what I was making and I told him. He said he would just order a pizza. I asked if he meant here and he said, why not - that never happened. Regardless we were chatting for a bit and then asked if he wanted to come for a drink. He asked if there was wine there, I told him I picked up and he was shocked? I said I drink it when you bring it, I'm no mooch. He popped on over and we grabbed a seat on the balcony and chatted the night away and laughed. He made comments about us, none that I remember, he made some comment of me being *** attractive. I don't remember the word, but it was a compliment. I made some dumb comment on how I, next to him am an idiot. He snapped and said, don't ever say that about yourself, your are not an idiot. I said, ok ok...At one point he pulled out the remnants of a spliff he smoked with a friend the day before. Now let me backtrack for a moment. On my way home last night a friend of mine was reading my horoscope. It said something to the effect of, "....you will entertain on a balcony or terrace and your guest will bring a gift you will really enjoy.." - So when he pulled out the spliff, I recalled the horoscope and had to read it out to him - It was too funny when that happened, as it was written...We smoked it and giggled and laughed more. He was, at one point talking about us, but I sort of dodged the subject, I'm worried. I'm still not sure what he wants. He did tell me that on Sunday when he was here and he was leaving, he took his glass home and how that made me sad thinking, I will never see him again?? I have to stop being that way with people in general. With him. He says he likes my company and likes me so I should just take it for what its worth and as Ive said, ride the wave. I don't think he has met others. Going to be bed was passionate and he enjoyed himself which in turn made me enjoy myself. Waking up this morning with him was great as well. I sent an email later on in the day, saying that waking up with him was a great feeling and how when he is around there isn't a problem in the world and its true. Its sorta that crush phase for me - His plan for tomorrow is to work a half day and go to the island. Ive told him I have the day off so I will see if he extends an invitation? Tonight I'm not sure. Honestly I would love a quiet nite. Smoke my spliff and float the evening away. But anything can happen. Lets see and wait and hope -
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