Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Friends?

Well nothing this morning from that guy. He said in one of his last emails, he is willing to me one of my friends who respects me and understands me. Obviously he knows, when I left him on Monday at the beach I was sad, this too he wrote in one of his last emails. I only sent on a simple one yesterday morning, as a "friend" - "good morning, work today"? - A friend I think would have responded, if only with a "yes" - short and curt, but nothing. He knows I am upset, is hes response, or lack there of him trying to make a point? I doubt he didn't have 3 minutes in his day to send on a short response. Will he be my friend, is this just some time apart. Earlier before I spewed what I did he mentioned taking a break of a week or so. I know sometime this week I should get my results in regards to the STD incident. Do I email him then? Do I await his results then send on mine. I can tell him I don't want to bother him and would just respond when he lets me know. I did send on one email before my final, asking that he at least let me know his results so I can have peace of mind, to that no response, but am sure he will do so. I am still upset at the whole situation and wish he could forgive me, at least forget that. I know he forgives me, that he has told me, but I asked him not to shut me out and it seems that's what is doing, thus far at least...so, friends??
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